jul 26 2014

YEP

GIF ANIMATIONS ARE AWESOME.

RANDOM STUFF FLIES THROUGH MY HEAD CONSTANTLY.

IM GOING TO WRITE IT HERE.

HERE, ILL TALK ABOUT THE LEXAPRO THAT I AM ON.

I HAVE MILD DEPRESSION, I ALWAYS HAVE,

IT WAS NEVER A THING THAT MADE ME WANT TO KILL MYSELF,

AND IT NEVER REALLY EFFECTED MY LIFE IN THE WAY THAT I COULDNT TALK TO PEOPLE OR BE A GOOF BALL OF MAKE PEOPLE LAUGH,

IT JUST MADE ME FEEL LIKE SHIT ALL THE TIME,

MAYBE THATS WHY I DONT UNDERSTAND SOMETIMES

WHEN SOMEONE IS IN A BAD MOOD,

BECAUSE IM ALWAYS IN A BAD MOOD.

LUCKILY I HAVE ADHD AND MY BAD MOOD IS EASILY FORGOTTEN.

IT REALLY ONLY EFFECTS ME WHEN IM BY MYSELF AND I DONT WANT TO GO OUT OR ANYTHING BECAUSE IT MAKES ME BORED AND LAZY.

I JUST SIT HERE FOR HOURS PLAYING STUPID VIDEO GAMES AND WATCHING ANIME AND STUFF.

LUCKILY I FINALY GOT PUT ON LEXAPRO AGAIN,

I DONT TAKE IT EVERY DAY BECAUSE AT THE MOMENT I DONT HAVE MEDICAL INSURANCE ANYMORE SO I CANT GET THE WHOLE PERSCRIPTION FILLED.

THIS RESULTS IN MY FATHER DRIVING TO PA EVERY WEEK, TO RITE AID IN EAST STROUDSBURG SO I CAN GET IT.

ITS A PAIN IN THE ASS BUT IT HAS TO BE DONE.

PLUS IM PRETTY SURE HE ALSO ENJOYS IT. 

ILL HAVE A JOB SOON AND ILL BE ABLE TO FINALLY GET MY DAMN LICENCE BACK AND STUFF. THEN ILL BE DRIVING AROUND AGAIN.

MOST OF MY FRIENDS ARE SCREWED FOR LICENCES RIGHT NOW FOR SOME REASON, SEAN GOT IN A DRUNKEN CAR ACCIDENT, LESLEY GOT ANOTHER DUI, LIZ SMASHED HER CAR UP AND GOT A DUI AND EVERYONE ELSE I KNOW WITH VEHICLES ARE JUST TOO BUSY TO GIVE A SHIT, SO IM KINDA SCREWED FOR IT.

ALL I HAVE IS MY FATHER TO DRIVE ME PLACES AND IM SURE ONCE I START DRIVING IM GONNA TELL PEOPLE TO GIVE ME GAS MONEY BECAUSE ITS FUCKING ANNOYING TO GET HARASSED CONSTANTLY FOR RIDES.

BUT YEAH I GOTTA GO